Fml

I've been oh so very neglectful, haven't I?

Updates!!!

I am no longer art blocked. I am now positively leaking ideas. Which kind of sucks in retrospect, because I still have to finish my psychology and my geometry. xD Ohwell.

I'm starting college classes in the fall! Yay being and overly intelligent homeschooling geek. Wooh. My schedule will be Beg. Spanish I on Mondays and Wednesdays 8:00AM-9:40AM, English Comp. I on Mondays and Wednesdays 1:30PM-2:45PM, and then Intermediate Algebra on Tuesdays and Thursdays 10:00AM-11:40AM. Those are not all my classes, just the ones I'll be taking at the local community college. I'm also taking Anatomy, Public Speaking, and Government/Economics at my co-op every Friday. :] Wheee.

I might be getting a job tomorrow! I begged my mummy to take me over to Publix tomorrow to get an application. I wanted to work at the book store, but they sell adult materials so no one under 18. Curses. >_<

I've had my eyes opened to the importance of schoolwork. Which means I'll probably be on here less, and doing more of my homework. I also need to start on my art portfolio. I want to have an amazing one so that I have a better chance at getting a scholarship at SCAD. So I'm striving for straight A's next year, and I will be taking figure drawing and probably some painting classes next summer at the community college, so that way I have more formal training. :]

My life has also been a little hectic lately. Not really with me personally, but my best friend is having some issues, so has my sister with her divorce, and my parents with the fact that my dad got his license taken away for a year or more. So I need all the support I can get, to help support them. :[ They need lots of hugs and prayer.

On a brighter note, I finished my Drivers Ed. SO I can now get my permit if my parents would just take me. This also means that all I have left school wise for tenth grade is my Psychology and my Geometry. I'll be finished with Geometry by June 6th, but I don't know about Psych. So I need to crack down on that. After Psych is done, I will hopefully never see hide nor hair of the blasted website known as Florida Virtual School again. Sheer joy emanates from me because of that fact alone. :]

Much love to you guys! I'm going to try to do more digital work, or to actually scan my traditional work. Especially the painting I'm working on right now, which is about half way finished. It's Alice in Wonderland themed, for my older sister.


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Peace!!!

-Alaina

Well, I haven't touched my page in nearly forever. Ummm yeah, I have been drawing slash writing just stuff you people haven't nor likely will ever see, minus the stuff I just haven't gotten around to scanning. Its almost the end of the school year so I'm rushing to finish everything before time is up. That and there is this book series I recent finished reading and am now obsessed with. The Mortal Instruments Trilogy by Cassandra Clare. The first book in that series is City of Bones, then City of Ashe, and lastly City of Glass. They're spectacular books that you just can't bear to put down. Check em out! <3

GIRLS ONLY!!!!!!!!!!

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
depends on what bra and how hot it is.

2. Do you enjoy drama?
Only when I can antagonize people, or sit back and watch people antagonize people

3. Are you a girly girl?
I like girl things, but I'd rather be in boys pants anyday.

4. Last person you hugged?
my daddy ormy mommy

5. Small or big purses?
Big bulking messengerbags with everything in them

6. Do you think you’re conceited?
No idea o_o I hope not...

7. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Heck yes.

8. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In the shower, or at a concert xD

9. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
Sadly yes xD

10. Last person who walked you somewhere?
I can't remember xD

11. Do you call anybody by their last name?
no o.o

12. Do you wear makeup?
copious amounts of eyeliner. Panda eyes ftw.

13. Have you ever cried at a movie theater?
o.o I don't believe so...

13. Can you put mascara on without opening your mouth?
Yeah xD

14. Do you think Ryan Sheckler is cute?
Who?

15. Have you ever been called a bad influence?
xD Yes

16. Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner

17. Louis vuitton or dooney?
Who?

18. American Eagle or Hollister?
neither

19. Heels or flats?
barefoot 8D

20. Skirts or pants?
nudey? Naw, either is good.

21. Hoodies or jackets?
HOODIE

22. Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers xD

23. Straight or curly hair?
my hair is straight naturally, though its a little wavy o_o just a little.

RANDOM:

1. What color is the bra you're wearing?
Black

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
:] I'm biased cause I already like a guy. Who has dark dark brown hair.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
duh

4. Do you have a best friend?
Anna, Dano, Kyle

5. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
I dunno o_o

6. Do you like your life?
its mine isn't it?

7. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Pushed is the correct word

8. Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
o_0 What would the point be...

9. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah, not that hard, but yeah. xD

10. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
:\Yeah...

11. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
obviously. xD

12. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
xD I'd be pretty pessimistic if I hadn't

13. Are you currently missing someone?
Maybe

IN A BOY:

1. Preppy or Punk/Goth?
can I just have the one I like? Who is neither.

2. Well-educated or Dropout?
Well educated. My kindof guy has brains :]

3. Anything Cute or Abercrombie?
o_0 What?

4. Contacts or Glasses?
Again, preordained. He has neither.

5. Funny or Serious?
BOTH 8D Ferserious.

6. Long Hair or Short Hair?
Either

7. Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
he has curly.

8.Good Dancer or Good Singer?
Umm, video games and political debates?

9.Basketball Player or Football Player?
Pshhh Lacrosse.

10. Smoker or Non-smoker?
Illegal. xD

11. Drinker or Non-drinker?
Illegal. xD

DO IT D:

5 Facts
1. Middle name: Nicole
2. Astrological sign: Pisces
3. Eye color: Hazel
4. Birth date (Monday, Tuesday...): Tuesday o.o the year I was born. Monday this year.
5. Home state: Pennsylvania.

5 Favorites
6. Fave movie: Big Fat Liar. PotC
7. Fave book: Far far FAR to many to list. I really liked Realm of the Gods by Tammy Pierce though. Among a bajillion others.
8. Fave candy: Air heads
9. Fave makeup: black eyeliner
10. Fave magazine: none

5 People
11. Newest friend: Some chick whose name I don't know
12. Childhood nemesis: Sydnei >_> and sometimes Kelsey
13. Longest-lasting crush: Kyle Still going on. Now he knows. <3
14. Role model: Umm partially my sister. Sometimes Mulan. Yeah.
15. Kindergarten teacher: Mrs. W(something)

5 Things
16. My mantra is: Hold your head up high because they're just dying to see you fall.
17. I can’t find my: old neopets password, or swimshorts :[
18. My friends say that I’m: Cute :[ Have anger management problems
19. My parents were going to name me: I can't remember it now...
20. I would never eat: Most of the crap in the world ._.

5 Moments
21. I read my first CosmoGIRL! magazine when: o_0 I never have...
22. The first time I lost a friend was when: She got made at me over the guy we mutually like(d in her case)...
23. I had a really good laugh when: Anna and I were talking about... something I can't say on deviantart. >_>
24. I was so proud of myself when: Beat KH2.. I'm pathetic xD I know.
25. If I could, I would go back to: Kindergarten, only I'm bringing all my friends from now to there.

5 Places
26. My first kiss happened (or should happen) at: Never been kissed. Umm, it'll happen when it happens and dwelling on it is stupid to me. o_0
27. I spend most of my time at: home, on my bed, dreaming my life away
28. I used to hide my diary: Taped under my bed, no one dared look. TILL I LEFT IT OUT >:[ *hasn't had one since*
29. My favorite place to unwind is: my room, the shower.
30. I'd hate to live in: a place without wireless internet xD (same answer as the person I stole this from xD)

5 Either/Ors
31. Morning or night: Sleep.
32. Cats or dogs: cats
33. Computer or cell phone: computer
34. Pop or soda: soda
35. Vegetables or fruit: fruit!(though V8 juice is yummy)

5 Ifs
36. If I could move anywhere, it would be: Ireland, or London, or Japan.
37. If I were an animal, I would be: a tiger or a fox or a lion D:
38. If I could change one thing, it would be: Lucifer committing the first sin.
39. If I had one superpower, it would be: Changing peoples emotions (Jasper you are my hero xD)
40. If I had a million dollars to spend, I would: Go to college, nao. And buy lotsa art supplies.

5 Pasts
41. My first word was: I don't know o_o
42. When I played make-believe, I: would kidnap the boys and make them save my friend and me :]
43. I used to watch, on continual repeat: Sailor Moon
44. I can’t believe I worried so much about: o_o what I did on the 27th of February. Oh, and getting my cartilage pierced. Didn't hurt.
45. I was so afraid of: the dentist o_o

5 Futures
46. When I grow up, I want to be an: Illustrator.
47. Before I die, I hope to: see the world and wear pretty things and have atleast one spawn.
48. I'll be friends with: everyone that will be my friend.
49. I'll live: in a home?
50. I'll make a difference by: Being myself and trying to speak to people through my writing or my drawing.

This very situation is why I never really wanted to date. :\

I finally got the nerve to tell the guy that I've liked for years that I liked him, and he told me that he liked me back. And all was grand. We were not dating, as far as I knew apparently, because both he and I were not allowed to till we're eightteenish.

So a friend of mine who has been friends with the guy I like for longer then I've liked, or known, him(Which is about eight years) was talking to me, and we got on the subject of the guy I like and me. The friend says that the guy said I was his girlfriend, which confused me, because the guy said we weren't dating. So the next time I saw the guy I inquired about it. He acted kindof odd, then told me no, he never said anything like that,

Well today I was talking to the friend again, who asked if I had spoken with the guy, which I said yeah, and he told me that he never said it. This confused the friend, who told me exactly what he thought happened.

I'm just so confused right now, and I'm trying to clear all this up. Tomorrow is my birthday, and so far I've cried twice in the past two hours. A great start, eh?

Hopefully all of this will be cleared up tomorrow, if the guy replies to me in the morning. :\ Bye peeps.